Your lgnorance Ceased My Existance

2010-02-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

Birthday :O
Long since I posted.
Competition was speechless...
Unexpected loss :(
But oh well, so much for our last year
Actually hoped that we could maintain our results :/
Ah, dont know what to say le.
Everything's wrong now, so very wrong.
Until next time ;D ~~

And thanks for all the wishes my beloved friends :DDD

2010-01-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

Been so long since I updated.
School's back, yes and we all know,
Dismissal at 3.35 is crap.
The new term's filled with a lot of stuff,
Especially nv ending homeworks!
And I still have 30 newspaper articles not done ...
GG liao.
Oh and yes, competition's coming!
This year's gonna be different, now we're seniors,
And we ned to lead the team.
It's hard.
Monday's game against Bukit Batok Sec, must win!!
Will update on the games :D

2009-12-31T16:25:00.000+08:00

2009, a year with many obstacles being overcomed.
So many friendships made, so many time shared.
So much tear dropped, so much joy shared.
So many difficulties faced, yet so many challenges ahead.
A year of sadness and sorrow for some,
A year of joy and happiness for others.
Some wished that it were forgotten,
Some wished that it were remembered and cherished.
Love blossomed and died, everlasting or hurt.
Never looking back, 2010 awaits

2009 taught us many lessons,
But 2010 is gonna be a great year :D

2009-12-11T11:05:00.000+08:00

My blogger doesn't have the " upload a photo " icon.
Anyone knows how to solve ?:O
Anyway, school's gonna reopen soon !!
And yes, we're Sec 4s (ROFLOLMAOMGWTFBBQZXC!)
Haven't done any holiday homework,
Haven't buy stuff,
Haven't study what I planned to.
Guess I played too much:O
Well, going off to training soon.
Will update more when I know how to upload photos :DD

2009-11-29T12:49:00.000+08:00

This holiday got even busier for me,
Training schdule with running almost everyday.
Time to get those muscles moving, and those legs running.
Within this short period of 5 weeks, I ned to become strong.
Working towards that :D
And I haven't started on any of my holiday assignments ><

2009-11-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

Back from Vietnam ;D ~~
4 days passed so quickly, and now I'm back in SG.
The camp was fun, being able to bond with classmates and have fun ;D
Too bad I missed out on the fun during the last night :(
Classmates bought so many things lolol,
but I couldn't find stuff that I want ><
The way things work around the streets of Vietnam "Beep! Beep!"
Well, uploaded all the pictures to facebook :DD
Go take a look ;D
Thanks 3B peeps for such a great camp! ~~

2009-11-10T03:27:00.002+08:00

Finally, some sleep.
Lessons tmr-.-

2009-11-08T04:44:00.000+08:00

Insomnia.

2009-11-07T02:22:00.003+08:00

Sleepless night,
wandering thoughts,
unrealistic dreams.
Well then, what now ?

Run like you never did

2009-11-02T19:08:00.001+08:00

Should I blame my inability to initiate or should I blame myself for not being able to understand you? If that were true, then all this while were just lies? I really dont know what to do. Intervene or ignore? Must things really be this way? I am at a lost, show me the way.

2009-10-29T22:20:00.002+08:00

29 October, 1994.
8 months, 21 days aft I was born,
Arrived a fat baby on Earth.
With the mission of going around the world as a food connoisseur,
And nothing standing in his way,
Not results, not jobs offers, but maybe dota?
Comes Chew Yu Zheng!

Today happens to be 29 October,
And i want to wish my good, chubby, cute, bouncy, best friend

A very very very very Happy Birthday!
Tmr belated TAUPOK!

2009-10-26T21:16:00.005+08:00

Today was a short day
School ended early and the guyz of 3B went lan!
Played CSS, quite fun ah, a whole group of people
Especially when killing your classmates.
Lots of jokes! And deaths?
Heh heh, should go for these outings more often man!
Play while we can, enjoy when there's still time,
Cos' next year's a tiring year.
No more slacking around, and time to buck up,
At least that's what is shown in my results><
Super sad, but here's a photo that would probably lift your mood ;D

Starring Tan Peng Guang in
Where PG meets PB! and as usual, with editing:D (Not as well done :/ )

2009-10-21T15:01:00.008+08:00

Time off from school these two days,
Went to fico and bowling:D
Super tiring, and I should start saving,
Instead of spending more money.
Why? Because of that Canon Digital Rebel XSi I want !
[Canon Digital Rebel XSi] VS [Built-in camera in my phone] -.-
Here are some pictures I took during Fico, with editting done of course ;D

-Justin to kick-off :D

-Justin scores and celebrates

-Andrew the Gay ;P

-Obviously pissed with me:(

-Lastly, EMOBOY

Got more, but lazy edit and post liao ><
Wait till I get that XSi...

This is probably what it means to have fallen for someone

2009-10-15T22:45:00.005+08:00

Finally, exams are over!
No more mugging, no more books !
Stayed up till dam late during the week,
And I'm surprised I managed to stay up for 45 hours ;/
Hmm, planned alot of things to do from today onwards :D
The thing I want to do most now is go photographing at night!
I mean the city area, of course -.-
Night life behind the lens, FUN !
Well this some shots that i edited, enjoy ;D

You know, sometimes I feel that,
You'll never know what it is like.

2009-10-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

I wish all these were a lie,
But I know I'd just be deceiving myself

2009-10-07T21:47:00.002+08:00

Well, just sat through some papers.
Glad that most papers that require alot of writing is over,
Left only History and Bio...
Can't afford to go relax ><
I don't recognize Chinese characters 了 :P

You came and went lik the wind,
I don't know whether to approach you as a friend,
Or as a stranger.

2009-10-03T22:26:00.005+08:00

>>EOYs<<

Zomgawdzx, EOYs.
They're dreaded, like how everyone does.
Time's way too fast, when everything happenes,
It feels just lik yesterday.
Ned to start revising hard, really hard.
2 weeks more, and I'm free, WE are free.
Gambate, minasan!

2009-09-20T15:05:00.003+08:00

Bowling!

Went bowling yesterday with Wei Sheng, Wei Siang, TTY, YZ, Johnny.
Short day, but, we did enjoy ourselves.
Starring in the videos below,
Ting Yew and Yu Zheng !
[I cant seem to rotate the video! Sorry for your neck ><]

I currently see nothing but studies, revision and 16/10/o9 -.-

2009-09-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Screw it.
Screw it all.

2009-08-27T19:30:00.001+08:00

No matter what stormy seas,
No matter what raging storms,
No matter what lightning strikes,
No matter what thunders roar,
No matetr what wind blows,
I'll always be there for you,
With or without you knowing,
And that's an undeniable fact,
Just so you know

Was it something I said, or something I never did?

2009-08-23T20:19:00.000+08:00

"Save You"

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

I wish I could save you
I want you to know

I wish I could save you

2009-08-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

I tried to stop myself,
I tried to tell myself,
I tried to put it all down,
But everytime i see you,
everything just overwhelm me.
Someone or something just keeps pulling me back,
and it's none other than you.
Ask me, I don't know.
All I know is, you're everything.
I wish you'd known, at least, how I feel.
Indispensible; Irreplaceable

2009-08-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

Taking the time to post ><
Currently busy with watching Prison Break:D
It's uber exciting lol.
Trying to get them into my psp.
Haiz, school's fun, lessons are boring.
I dread maths. Can't understand a shit-.-
Well, just to keep this blog alive...
Bye then~

2009-08-01T00:13:00.004+08:00

Updating, finally.
Too lazy to post. . .
Hmm, took a picture of a paper crane i made,
Newly found skill lol, thanks to Andrew.
Nothing unusual happened recently,
Not that i can recall:O
School's fun, lessons are boring. . .
Well, ending here I guess. . .

If all these were a lie
If all these were the truth
If all these were a dream
If all these were a nightmare
What will i do ?
I've spoken, how'd you respond ?

2009-06-16T01:25:00.005+08:00

Haven been updating for a long time...
Well, just start with today.
Went over to Tampines play friendly.
Tip/Hint/Warning/Caution : Dont ever take bus no. 67 all the way
from CCK to TAMPINES.
Played quite well today, just that i lack of fitness><
No stamina to play third set, therefore lost D:
Ned to run more, and maybe start to take runs seriously :O
Nvm, later on there's competition against Guangyang Sec.
Last time we got thrashed, but i wasn't there to see it-.-
Hope we can win :D

Seriouly, I feel so empty without you.
All i want is you.

2009-06-06T00:46:00.001+08:00

Everything came unexpected...

If this road I'm gonna take
Can't be made easier, please
Help me to be stronger.

2009-05-17T17:56:00.001+08:00

Maybe you are right,
Nothing's gonna change anything

2009-05-16T10:45:00.003+08:00

Given up on love, You were the one I needed.
Like the wind, You came and went, but yet
left a deep impact on me.
Everything crashed onto me in just one night, unsustainably.
" I Love You, " these 3 words, meant for you, will be sealed in me.
Even on my last breath, I would still choose to say,
I Love You

2009-05-14T23:32:00.001+08:00

I just don't know how to go about it...

2009-05-06T20:53:00.012+08:00

Does this jolt your memory ? ( LOLS )
Guess Who's This? ( Totally Ignore the guy in the BG )
Ooops, I tore the card ~
Last Joker - Pink Deck's Joker
Yet Another Joker
Joker
Black Ghost Deck's Joker
Black Tiger's Suite

Black Tiger's Aces

The Owner of most of the poker cards is
The guy from the 1st 2 pictures :D
Random post ~
And you can totally laugh your butt out at the first 2 pictures.
They are meant for you guys :D

Please Say Yes...

2009-04-30T23:30:00.002+08:00

I'm afraid to lose you.

2009-04-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

Just where did I go wrong?

2009-04-23T15:13:00.002+08:00

It's certain.
I've definitely fallen for you,
slowly but undeniably.
Even I, myself, don't realise this, till now.
The only reason reason i'm falling and not stopping myself is you.

Will you let me have the chance to make you feel loved once again?
Will you let us have a chance to put down our past and start anew?
I've thrown away my past, just to be with you.
Will you ?

2009-04-19T21:48:00.002+08:00

2 years of endurance, given up.
There's no point in me staying anymore.
I dont want to give up, i dont want all my efforts
to go down the drain.
If i quit now, i have nothing to my name.
If i quit, I'm nothing.
Aft i quit, what can i do?
IT club? Green Club? Library Club?
All i have left now is badminton.
I seriously hate to give it up,
especially for a dumb reason.
Do i have a choice ?

2009-04-05T01:06:00.003+08:00

Its now 1.15am.
Dont know why am i still online-.-
This week's as usual, nothing exciting,
Something depressing.
But w/e, i think i can get over it.

Why the cold shoulder?
Did i say something that made you change your opinion about me?
We were fine all along, till it started.
Why...

I don't know how you feel about me but,
I feel empty without you,
This emptiness only you can fill...
I just want you to know that i will let you make you feel loved once again!
All i ned is a chance... Let me have it, will you ?

2009-03-27T23:32:00.003+08:00

I can feel the once burning passion dying out in me.
Like a toothpaste, everything left of me has been squeezed dry.
I come with a good mood, and am in the mood,
But why must your words break that atmosphere?
It's tough, it really is.
So this was how they felt, the two men that lead us till this stage.
Now i understand, when everything that's not your fault
Becomes your fault, that's when you breakdown.
Any slight things that happen also becomes your fault.
I've got nothing to say.
Since i've taken up this position, I must stick to it.
This is the path i've chose to take.
And never am i going to back down from the dream of
Going to the Nationals!
I won't give up, as long as they don't give up.

Why is it so?
Why is it I love You so?
It's certain, my feelings for You are positive
Love, like a river, will cut a new path whenever it meets an obstacle,
and will flow throughout indefinitely. This would be my indefinite love for You!

2009-03-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

I guess that I'm right, those feelings for you, they were true.
Am i blinded by what's present before me
Or is it that I'm still living in the shadows.
I hope you would be my answer...
Please tell me it's not a lie this time,
Please tell me it's not one-sided,
Please tell me it's the reality...

No deceptions
There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.

2009-03-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

Trainings were quite tough throughout this holiday.
Definitely felt the exhaustion.
But it was quite fun too :D
And what's up with remedials ?

Am i going against another wall ?
Should i let my emotions to engulf me ?
It's still uncertain... I'm not sure myself too
But there's this strong feel, telling me;
Go for it. If it's another wall,
You just got to break it down.

Love is a decision not an emotion or feeling,
that if made from the heart will outlast anything...

2009-03-13T23:34:00.001+08:00

Just seeing you happy makes me happy.
What more can i ask for ?

Love is the emblem of eternity;
it confounds all notions of time;
effaces all memory of beginning,
all fear of an end.

2009-03-11T00:41:00.003+08:00

I'm afraid that i might sway.
I'm afraid that those emotions will take control once more.
I'm afraid that my heart may not follow my mind.
I'm afraid that i may pick myself up and carry on.

I don't want to live those days of my life
When i have to carry a torch
With or without You knowing.

Let me fall, and don't ever break my fall,
Cause if You do, I'm afraid I won't be stopped
Let me be certain of this path I'm taking

2009-03-09T20:13:00.005+08:00

It feels that i made a right choice;
To make you happy by letting go.
I've given up on us and
it doesn't even seem to bother you.
Who was i, then, to feel how i feel?

Broken heart, break my heart, shatter it to pieces
Just so I can say I have loved
In the end, even if it hurts,
I’m the stupid one
Who goes and does it again

2009-03-06T23:58:00.003+08:00

Actually, aft letting go, i feel much better.
No worries, jus focus on studies and badminton.
Reflecting back, I feel stupid.
But anyways, I've alr given up.
Not going to turn back.
Maybe it turns out to be right, it's a waste of my time.

2009-02-28T11:50:00.002+08:00

Forget it, since it's going nowhere.
I will shed those tears of agony no more.
I cried my last tear of sorrow.
All this while, it's been clearly one sided.
You built me up, and you broke my fall.
Lik a blade, you cut me deeper than anything else possibly could.
All that's left from you, is my broken heart and broken mind.
The journey for nearly 2 years stops here.

2009-02-21T12:32:00.002+08:00

You're one lucky guy,
Living in happiness and just ignorant.
If she's smitten with you, I've nothing to say.

2009-02-14T22:09:00.003+08:00

WHY!? We're so close to being top 4,
Just that we lost to HCI.
3-2. If only...
Maybe we'd not train hard enough,
Or maybe we were just unlucky.
This year i'm gonna push,
No matter what training, i'm gonna endure.
Cos i realized that it's all for the team's sake.

Histories are meant to be made
Records are to be broken.
As long as Sec 2s and Sec 3s of WSBT 2009 work hard,
Impossible is nothing,
Achieving is something,
Winning is everything!

2009-02-08T00:30:00.002+08:00

Hmmm 37 mins into 8 February,
long way to go :)
Well, it's my birthday:)
My birthday wish is for
West Spring Badminton Team to enter zonal Top 4!

A birthday is a special time for
remembering special people.

2009-02-07T12:52:00.003+08:00

Yeah man, West Spring Badminton's going to round 2!!
Aft so long, we finally made it
Coming thus far, i don't wanna stop, trusting that
All the others won't want to stop too!
Efforts over the past year and, esp holidays, paid off,
And i believe we al felt the sense of satisfaction(:
1 final game in round 1 then we proceed on!
Monday, 9 Feb, I coming.

8 Feb is coming too (:

I can't erase the things that i'd done or said,
I definitely can't erase you from my mind,
But i will, slowly but surely, because
That's the way you wanted it, and i'll have no say.

2009-01-24T13:41:00.002+08:00

Been so long since i posted ><
Well, maybe i'll post about the game I had on monday, i think
It was against NUS High. Nothing much to comment on but
Was great experience for the 1st game
Reflected on some of my mistakes.
It is distinctive that we definitely have improved since the last zonals
We used to get owned by some not so good schools ><
But we'll lose no more (: All the way WSBT!

~ Next game : 28 Jan
West Spring V.S Clementi Town
Maybe it's at West Spring so come support (:

Sorry for the late post cos i don't hav much spare time

2009-01-01T18:18:00.002+08:00

Firstly, Happy New Year to all!
Hope the next year will be a great one for u all
2008 didn't end happily for me though.
Ranking, played 3 matches, lost them all
Dont know WTF am i doing.
Trained so hard jus to come to this conclusion at the end of the year ?
I'm speechless too.
But some disheartening words made me crumble too.

Maybe you were right, in the end, I may be the one failing the team

2008-12-29T20:14:00.000+08:00

Ranking tmr...
Hope I can be in one of the single slots...
Gonna be a hard fight...

2008-12-24T21:59:00.001+08:00

Today's badminton outing at east coast was great, if not for the rain.
Cycling, we cycle all the way to changi -.-
Halfway then it rained; like crazy!
Top to bottom was drenched.
Sian, under the rain and cycling for 1hr.
Aft awhile I felt lik i lost my way.
I had to keep cycling.
Left thigh nearly cramp.
We cycle until wanna die sia.
Finally reached the bike shop.
Almost fell when i got off my bike;legs no more str><
Was so hungry i could eat Ivan-.-
Nv gonna cycle in that kind of weather again.
Now feeling the headaches and cold!!

2008-12-22T20:52:00.002+08:00

I'm nv going back to the previous me.
I'm not going to lose anymore.
That me is now gone and nv coming back.
Aft all the training, it boils down to juz these 20 days or so.
There's no turning back.

2008-12-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

Days are numbered
What's left is little time
No time to slack
No time to waste
Though tough
I'm still gonna push on
Cos
West Zone tournament is in Jan.
No time to lose.
Gotta stay focused.
Keeping Top 4 in mind, WE train.

The reason that keeps me going- West Spring Badminton

I'm not going down w/o a fight again- NEVER again !

2008-12-16T23:40:00.001+08:00

Screwed up.
Legs PAIN.
Cant walk properly.

Back from Camp!

2008-12-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

Sup Sup oooiiii !! ~~
Back from camp and all the cheers and shouts are still ringing in my head.
Camp was terrific !
Worship was awesome and sessions were great!
Games were the whackiest !
Some highlights of some games :

- Captain's ball with raw, frozen, disgusting, bloody chicken. +o(
- Quiz with forfeits of mixed mayonnaise,chilli,ketchup and cheese. +o(
- Swimming in a pond full of algae and fishes. +o(
- Sucking tofu and ChinChow for a pail and transporting it.( They were recycled ) +o(

Ok I shan't go on any further-.-
I cant take it too><
Great to be in SG !!
Lucky i brought instant noodles if not.
GG ~
Food there was horrible vegetable!
Flies were all over and yeah-.-

On the last night, didn't sleep a wink :)
Dai Dee, pillow fight, instant noodles-ing, joking and laughing
till morning with some crazy asses in my bunk.
But on the bus, all K.O !
Well, cant really remember much more so
I'll be stopping here.
Nights~ Training tmr
I'm missing it ><

2008-12-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

I feel great !
Except for that the lower part of my body is in
EXCRUCIATING PAIN !
Especially in the thighs.
What to do ?
Must biah for a spot next year.
Sianz... Till next post ~

If I told you I love you;
Would you run away,
Or echo it back ?

Re: vival

2008-12-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

The blog's back .
Today's training was ESPECIALLY tough.
You would'nt want to know.
Wtf nearly vomitted and still had to carry on.

>>> Sneak Peek <<<
>>>15 rounds at the stadium O.O<<<

Nvm... Last month before the West Zone tournament.
No matter how tough, I will still hang on.
You can't get rid of me that easily.
It's almost everyday running.
Tmr run, wed run, thur run.
Run till someone drops.
Haiz, rough day.

Yeah, that's it.

Time cannot be reversed, it's always too late for regrets. The good old days and the good old times will cease to return

2008-10-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

Well , back to post again.
Dont know how long more can i use the com,
Before my mother know my results.
And so, yeah, my days of using the com are numbered.
Training was especially tough today,
Is it me or something else ?
15 rounds on the track can kill and yes,
It almost did.
Was feeling damn dizzy aft the run and felt lik throwing up.
That feeling sux-ed.
But I still managed to live my day as normal aft that.
Oh well, see you all at cck tmr.

In this world, ther are no super heroes.
In the world wher there's only me and you,
I'm your super hero and you're my everything
And Every word you said's still resonating in my head